being a long time since i write something on my blog. No idea how i should start writing it. I will try. I promise but no gurantee. *oppx* Give my brain some time for the brain juice to start activate themselves.

Hmmm. What is blog for? For bloggers to write down their thoughts? What happen to them? Interesting stuffs? For their friends to know whats going on to them? Although theres so many reasons why people start on blogging, but because of the same reasons, people stop blogging too. For example, me. Haha. I feel restricted somehow. By the contents i want to write. So most of the time, its either a very simple general story of my life or a few pictures to tell the story. Not a full-detailed ones, not how i feel inside, not how i feel about the event, not about this not about that. So whats the point of writing a blog? Whereby at the end of the day, the story still lied within yourself.

You will ask me "how come ar?? how come you dun wan to write how u feel ar?? den we will know wah.. like tat how we know wat happen??" But the thing is that whether you can accept it? Whether you want people who read your blog to have another opinions on what you wrote. Or do you wan to let the past be the past? Maybe Im too coward to face the truth? Too coward to face the opinions shoot to me? Maybe.

Life is a very tiring process. Every-day life seems to be dragging at times where Things alway don't go your way. Things are not as beautiful as you plan to be. So people tend to indulge themselves into virtual world (the fantasy world) where they are not they. They have a new set of characters, new sets of personalities. A new beginning. Beginning to feel that they actually worth something.

But not blogger. Its just as cruel.



Maybe i should write something else.

Finally get back the tan i used to have in like 3 hours? Went swimming (actually is considered playing water la~) with baby today. We went to the swimming pool around 11am. The place was crowded with lotsa of families. Many kids were running around or sitting in their small little cute tyres. So me and baby went to put our stuffs in the locker.

Hmmm. before i continue with the story, i should announced that im such a BIMBO today. oh gosh~~!!~! My actions are so bimbotic today. Guess you were laugh when you imagine what i trying to do today at the pool. Even baby also cannot tahan!

Let me continue with my story then~~
We were putting our stuffs in our locker, when i ask alot of stupid questions. "Are we going to share locker?" "Then put everything inside the locker ar?" "Then slipper lei?" i really sound like some mountain turtle lo. Someone who never ever go to a swimming pool before. After that we went to rent our tyres and walked over to collect them. Before we start our "adventures"

First we go to the lazy pool for a few rounds where baby keep holding on to my tyres. Why? coz i keep knocking onto other people. told you i got alot of bimbotic acts today and my speech somehow got influence by my bimbotic actions and i turn out talking alot of mindless words to him today. Oya. nearly forgot something. This is super duper bimbo act lo. I really dislike something about the lazy pool. I dun like the entrance of the "cave-rock" place coz the water coming down is really very hard. ANd it really hurt whenever i bypass there. So theres once baby was actually guiding my float while walking, he purposely just stop my float from moving at spot whereby the water jus keep coming down, knockin real hard on my body. And what do i do? Not walk away or push baby away. I just stupidly sit on the float, cover up my head until baby let go of his hands. He keep laughing at me nonstop after that for my bimbotic acts. He say normal people will just stand up and walk off. but the stupidly me just sit down there. hahaa.

After that, we went over to the wave pool to wait for the wave. While waiting for the wave, baby and me were having our small talks. He has to keep on holding on to my tyre will talking coz i will jus keep floating away. Have alot of fun at the wave pool. Was damn hot and damn cold at the same time lo. Hot as in the sun, and cold because of the water spray. The wave pool lasted quite long. Around 20 mins? But quite fun.

Went to take slides after that. Very fun and shiok. The tube is very suffocated but the speed is very fast. Especially the turning point. feel like im going to tumble over. Spin in the tube a few times too. One thing i keep laughing non stop is that baby actualli come out from the tube from the back and tumble over into the water. I keep teasin himn about it and tell him that i shall go down after him to show him the beautiful finishes.

Went back to the wave pool again. This is the time where i really show my most bimbotic actions. I actually tumnble myself over in the wave pool. and i somehow keep strugglin to keep myself up. At the point of time, i suddenly lost all my swimming skills and i keep thinking about the feelin i have when i was in primary 2. I nearly drown last time, and the same feeling come back again today. And thats the reason why i keep struggling non stop beucase i totally forgotten how to swim coz i keep losting my footing. Haha. Quite jia liat hoh. After awhile i saw baby coming down from his float. Was quite surprised. Asked him. HE said that i seem like i going to drown. Hahaha. But luckily both of us get back to enjoy the wave. But before long. I tumble myself over again. But this time i get a better hold of myself. and try to disturb baby. After the wave, I keep trying to tumble baby down. But hes too heavy.

Went back for the slides again. Very shiok.

After that, we went to the kopitiam to have ba ku tei. suddenly have craving for it. Ordered 4 dishes. Ate until very shiok.

Went over to my place first for me to take my shower before going back to baby's place.

And baby just say something to me. idiot de lo. "I think you should talk less today will be better." He said. "why?" "So that you will be less bimbo" hmmmmmp..

haix.. abit gastric wor. hahaa. din tell baby about it. think he will see it later.
A little sun burn too. my shoulder is abit hurting. then feeling abit hot. my nose and cheeks is alittle reddish. nice nice wor.

Another new day tommorw. the start of the term. the start of work again. Abit tirred. Just dun seem to have enough rest.

got so many things in hand now. i going to give myself a target. a week to finish everything. a week to settle everything. i want to go for courses. theres so many things i want to do. theres so many things in my mind. and i hope i really cant fulfil them one by one. i know i can wenever i put my heart into it. but for now. i shall concentrate on using the whole of this week to finish up all my work before i start on teaching my kids.

After a month long holiday. think most of them forgotten about me le. really sad to think aboout it.

meanwhile. ciaoz. i wan to eat my dinner le

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