Sittin infront of the computer for the past 30 mins.
staring at the screen.
thinking of what to write.
blank.
像斷了線 消失人海裡面
我的眼終於失去 你的臉

Always caught myself in my fantasy.
hoping one day my wish will come true.
unwilling to face the reality.
再等一會 奢望流星會出現
願 如果真的實現

can i do it?
can i endure the pain?
is it because i want to prove something to them?
am i lying to myself?
愛能不能永遠
明天 或許來不及變
但曾經走過的昨天 越來越遠

im staring in the blank again.
thinking of wat i should write.
de images of some of my frenz keep flashes into my mind.
their words can be heard once more.
北極星的眼淚 說不出的想念
原來我們活在 兩個世界

negative thoughts keep coming into my mind.
my cough is more scarey den wat i thought.
my rib cage hurt whenever i cough.
plus the burning sensation at my throat.
nearly got into accident. for a few times.
if one day. i no longer here.
is there anyone who will miss me?
20 years down the road. will u still remember me?
am i just someone who bypass your life.
or am i someone who left footprints in your life?
北極星的眼淚 你哭紅的雙眼
被淋濕的諾言 淹沒在心裡面
我抬頭看著 愛不見

Time.
the right time the right moment.
the right time the wrong moment.
the wrong time the right moment.
or.
the wrong time the right moment.
just a small thing done at the right time can change the whole world to be a better place.
yet.
a same small thing. done at the wrong time darken the whole world.
當對的人 等不到對的時間
就在放開雙手的瞬間 愛撕成兩邊

when responsibilities came in.
wen things are not as easy as u thought.
have u ever stop walking and tink?
tat u will never want to grow up at all.
the adult world. you will never know whats going on.
the real world might not be real.
the truth might not be the truth.
you are safe one moment and might be in danger the next moment without knowing it.
reality kills.
but.
thats life. face it.
thats why i tend to choose to stay in my fantasy. and not out of it.
dumb. but not painful.
ever since i start teaching.
my students brought me to their world.
their purest laughter.
the innocent thinking.
real is real.
truth is true.
might be angry at them for making my life difficult but at the end of the day they will make me smile.
the way they laugh. squirm and wiggle wen u tickle them.
their laughter is infectious.
how i smile unknowingly.
how they always like to follow me from behind.
thinking of them. their faces. i smile.
i feel the difference of both world
北極星的眼淚 說不出的想念
原來我們活在兩個世界

tears flow by themselves.
uncontrollable.
wen this song keep repeating in my mind over and over again.
so true.
北極星的眼淚 你哭紅的雙眼
被淋濕的諾言 淹沒在心裡面
我抬頭看著 愛不見

why wait till you lost everything before you realise how important it is to u.
why wait for it to happen before you know how to treasure it.
why wait when you can make things better.
sometime its jus a small gesture.
its not about fanciful words or things that can be bought using money. but is the small little thing and thoughts tat count.
dont let the heart bled.
整個宇宙都 流眼淚

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