mood swing period~!!~~!~!!~!~!~!!~~!~!!~!
i juz super duper sian of everything..
was talkin to pu..
he can sense things r wrong wen i talk to him..
but im juz sian..
dunoe..
juz sian of dunoe wat..
haix..
de pek chekness in me is like pouring out in a beri fast speed..
pu ask me to give myself a breathin space..
i have been running oout too much..
dun haf those relax n quiet time to myself le..
tats y i keep wanting to go oversea..
i wan to go genting highland.. rendang.. or tioman island..
i juz wan to leave here..
i juz beir tired mentally... emotionalli.. physicalli..
tired from all de torturin my mind is making me feel..
tired from so much so much things..

had a quarrel with mom again..
over da same topic..
money!!!!!!
so todae.. in da office..
me n huuiyee..
we start to talk abt our moms..
n we concluded tat..
both our mom got menopause..
coz everytime get scolded for nth..
purposely ask u to talk to them to get scoldings..
is like apologise first aso no use.. muz make a super big fight to prove tat they win..
cannot make it..
but bobian..
haix..
i wan to move out..
i wan to go oversea..

i suddenly remember something..
all da while..
i keep tellin my fren tat after each job..
i going to hibernate..
for 3 days n 3 nights..
take a rest..
but this my third job..
and i haven fulfill my wish yet..
i haven give myself time to hibernate..
to realli rest..
mayb this is aso add on to y im soo moody..

plus my stomach pain..
super duper painful..
pain until dun feel like talkin..
n feel so "airy" lo..
think is not stomach.. its gastric..
coz everytime feel airy n painful..
super sian..
*mood swing*

shit la.. feel like crying again..

can u juz stop it stop it stop it!!!!
STOP!!!!!!!!!
beri fan ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
can u guys juz stop disturbin me..
JUS STOP!!!
kns la!!
wtf..
can stop fanning me..
wat de hell!!!!
juz get away from me..

ok.. my tears jus drop..
2nd day in a row..
wat de hell!!!!
crap la..

todae..
realli bad mood..
wen i in bad mood..
i tend to wan to buy alot alot alot of food..
\to stuffs myself with..
juz wan to eat all da bad mood dwn..
so bought a tub of bens & jerry.. (want to continue... but...)

blardy hell la..
juz get lost la..
idiot la..
crap la..
wat de hell..
arg!!!!!!!

caught a crazy girl on 11:56 PM.