dunoe now got the urge to bcome prettier..
as in realli wan to jian fei..
wan to clear the pimples on my face..
wan to look more stunning!!!
hahhaha..
juz got da urge..
so rite now!!!
i mus... jian jian jian!!!
den face look shaper..
stomach gone..
thigh small small..
den go tan tan abit..
den apply more stuffs on my face..
do haf a nicer brighter skin tone..
my goal!!!!
i muz jia you jia you!!!!

met up with desmond..
ate alot of stuffs todae..(a.. still sae wan to jain fei.. yet still eat so much...)
watched movie..
den poor poor desmond..
dunoe y todae he beri clumsy sia..
keep hitting his butt ar.. his legs ar.. his hands..
in the end everywhere aso painful..
poor thing!!
like da way he always make a fool of himself to make me laugh..
from acting like a gay.. a retard.. doin somersault den fall on his butt(dunoe how he do it de).. a monster.. a pig.. n lotsa more..
nv noe one can go up to tat extend to make me laugh..
actualli nv noe tat someone like him will wan to know me since so long ago..
tats wat he said la.. since i was in yr 1.. he wanted to noe me le..

jia lait..
suddenly got cravings..
ba cho meee.. at my workplace...
oya.. tml going to a new environment to work le..
hope its good. hehhee..
feel like eating kfc too..
arg!!!
how how how?
how to jian fei like tat..
hahhaa..

sometime all i wish for is a simple life with someone i love..
yet i always afraid to step da first step out..
knowing tat..
tat so called someone i love will hurt me in the end..
i alreadi got da phobia of getting hurt..
i dun wan to make da wrong choice again..
i dun wan to get hurt again..
coward..
but tats how life is..
sometime wen u soo afraid of gettin hurt again..
u tend to push it away..
juz push as far as u can even wen it juz bside u..
haix..
dunoe y suddenly got this tots..
i noe by not making a decision will hurt alot of ppl..
but if i mkae a decision.. i will hurt myself in the end..

can i dun hurt myself?

caught a crazy girl on 10:12 PM.