my thigh kana a super big ooo cheng..(blue black)
coz i did a beri stupid thing of jumping off my dad's car and slamming the door at the saem time..
so u mus haf guessed..
i slammed the door rite into my thigh..
whcih make me limp almost immediately..
its hurt la~~~


i did smth stupid a few days ago..
somethign tat i tot is the most perfect thing tat i ever did..
but rite now.
i realise tat im wrong..
all wrong..
it make de matter worst..
it make me goes crazi..
it makes me goes insane..
it make me goes out of my mind..
y?
cant i juz stop torturing myself??
stop myself from suffering?
stop myself from this agony?
i tot i can i tot i can i tot i can..
but y mus i prove myself wrong again.. at this beri point of time..
y??
i talked to so many of my frenz.. my mom..
i haf proven to b stronger..
to b more sure of myself..
to know wat i am doing..
to haf the happiest time of my life..
but y now?

tml going to end work late..
8pm..
good aso la..
work start at 11..
so most pro no lunch break..
den dun need to eat..
den dinner.. so late liao after work.. aso dun feel like eating..
den dun need to eat le..
am i crazy?
den this going to happen for a week i think..
den 1 week dun need to eat le..
shit..
y do i haf this type of toughts..




deep down in my heart.. i know i miss u badly.. my one & only smelly monster

caught a crazy girl on 12:02 AM.