mayb its time to move out of this country..
move out from this place..
move out of this sad n torturing place..
start somewhere else from fresh..
rite now i could only think of 2 ways to move out of singapore..
first.. bcome a stewardess at emirates.. at least i can stay at dubai for 5 yrs.. away from singapore..
second.. go america to study and stay with my aunt there.. anyway.. she invited me b4 to go over to her place to study..
den i can start somewhere new.. somewhere tat noone knows me.. somewhere tat i wont get to wash my face with tears..
isnt it a good idea?
i need a new environment.. i haf not being a good fren.. a good daughter.. a good cousin.. a good niece.. mayb i shld moveout n stay for good elsewhere.. so everyone could forget de lousi me??
a coward..
ya.. i think so too..


im veri tired physicalli.. mentalli.. emotionalli..
i alreadi lost control of myself..
i realli cant take it le..
a place where so much sorrow..
a place that so many ppl hate me..
wat de use of me staying on..

since i gt attitude problem, my frenz in sg is getting lesser n lesser.. everyone start to dislike me.. i gt bad working attitude.. noone will wan to b frenz with me..
den y i stil stay here??
since im so dislike by so many ppl here..
y am i here?

caught a crazy girl on 12:48 AM.