i wish my time can juz stop..
juz stop for a day.. where no other ppl but me is moving..
where i could haf that extra 24 hrs.. to breathe..
i seriously seriously need that extra 1 hr..
where i can get my slp..
im lacking of sleep..
which in term make me beri tired n restless recently...
i need a day to myself..
a day to clear my mind.. to clear my work load..on the verge of breaking dwn le..


juz came back from cousin's bdae party..
so fast hoh.. hes 21 liao..
nx yr will b me!!
time flies..
im getting older..
ppl arnd me getting older..
was talking to the adults..
from the homosexual issue to religions to my grandma's wish to buy tablet.. to other stuffs la.. i forgot..
sometime its heart wrenching to hear wat my grandma wan..
was talking to gloria abt wat popo wants.. den she like suddenly eyes watery..
juz by thinking tat one dae.. juz one day tat she might leave us.. make us feel so sad.. i admit tat i had teared b4 wen i think abt someday she might leave us.. teared b4 wen i accompany her go look for places for her tablet.. teared wen i see her looking soo fragile.. teared tat i haf not done enough..
i cant believe it if 1 day she juz leave us.. break dwn?
i think so..
even rite now juz thinking abt it typing it dwn in my blog make me sooo emotional.. wat if.. wat if.. i think i going to break dwn serious case..


woke up with 2 human alarm clock "disturbing" me from my slp.. *kidding la*
sam n kelvin..
keep "draggin" me out of my comfy bed..
initially is go haf breakfast with alan.. den he drove me to ah..
but den while having breakfast with alan..
the engineers at ah and charlene keep calling me..
engineers ask us to go work,.. charlene sae karen slping den dun go work..
me le.. middle man..
den dunoe wat to do lo..
so paiseh to alan lo.. keep have to listen to me talk on the phone..
but THANX ALAN FOR THE BREAKFAST!!!

stun twice todae..
once is tat a guy ask me out to watch movie..
is not like beri nig issue..
but the problem is wat i heard from frenz is tat he is beri shy de..
den dun dare to talk to gers much..
n he asking me out to watch movie..
stun!!!
2nd stun for todae is..
a guy ask me buy breakfast for him.. sae wat i go eat breakfaast.. nv buy for him..
stun!! crazy!! still sae wan to gif me his address to let me pass the breakfast to him!! *diao* wat is the world bcomign to.. i tot is the guy served the ger de.. *oppx*


im sick of sooo many things.. rite now..

caught a crazy girl on 1:20 AM.