the alarm clock haven ring yet..
yet i woke up having the saem dream..
having tears in my eyes..
the same dreams for 2 days..
the same dream tat i keep seeing myself crying like crazy..
the same dream tat i keep pleading him..
de same dream tat he sees me like some pest and pushed me away..
im such a failure.. a loser in the dream

i suddenly feel so weak.. so vulnerable..

finally know how ppl who gt aneroxia feel..
is not tat i gt it..
but wen u see ur stomach getting flatter or ur body juz get thinner n thinner..
u juz wan to stop eating forever..
so u will gt thinner n thinner n thinner..
n it willmake u kind of addict to it..
funi is..
this the first time i dun haf gastric.
but i can feel tat im beri beri hungry.. yet dun wan to eat..

Hey Baby, I just wanted to do something simple to say I love you and to put that smile I love so much back on your face. I want everyone to know how much you mean to me. Ever since you have entered my life, I've been flying on Cloud 9 and I have not come down yet.

I tell you this everyday, but you are the most beautiful person I know, inside and out and I see that more clearly with each passing day. I love everything about you, about us. You do something to me that no other has, you have made me so happy, the happiest I've ever been. You give me the most amazing feelings inside, the feeling of being in love with you.

I want you to know how much I sincerely love the countless hours we spend together. It means so much to me. It truly seems like I've known you forever and I honestly can't imagine life without you now. There will be no looking back, no second thoughts and no regrets. I love you and only you ... and that love will only grow stronger. Sometimes life hits you with unexpected things that take you totally by surprise. All I can say is you're the best surprise life has given me. I've truly been blessed by finding you and I'll never let you go!


i miss him

caught a crazy girl on 7:04 AM.