suddenly gt the urge to write blog.
beri tired..
but still..

*im here*

attachment

my 2nd day of attachment..
seem like im being there for a long long long long time
even though doing alot of shit job la..
kana tekan..
but den.. the workers there.. the boss.. all beri driven de.. even though the pays aso not beri high.. beri low in facrt
something that i kind of like it lo..
can see a different biwei there manx..
beri beri quiet biwei.. doing her stuffs.. unlike the noisy n crazy biwei in schl..

my collegues tot i gt bf.. n even tot i bluff them wen i sae i dun haf..
den one aunty even wan to match make me with her son..
*dotx*

home from work

on my way home from work...
dunoe y..
on the bus back home..
i will feel beri sad..
2 days in a row le..
*weird*
call me call me to talk.. *haha*
after 6..
*dotx*

now i aso finalli noe one thing..
wen u go back home from work..
wat u wan to see is having someone at home..
instead of an empty house..
went back to my empty home todae..
n a sense of lonliness juz swept past me..

family

life is fragile man..
juz see my healthy grandpa on sunday..
n now hes admitted to the hospital..
super sad..
but sadness is something i seldom show to ppl..
act strong?? perhap..
im 'trained' to b like tat.. by my parents..
to b strong..

to my grandpa *telepathy to tan tock seng hospital*
ah gong!! muz take care le..

affairs concerning to the heart

ppl ask me..
"y u dun wan to get into a r/s"

its simple.. coz i simply juz close my heart.. n not to think abt anything tat concerning boy ger relationship.. unless someone who can make me blieve in love again..
i do admit tat sometime.. wen i see couples around.. i realli hope or wish tat i gt bf..
but things cant b forced de lo..
wats not urs.. is not urs..


super tired le..
go slp le..
ciaox

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