my moood super bad i think. getting worse n worse..
haix..
alot of ppl tot i beri free during itp..
but wat they do not know is tat..
im been doing alot of shit work...
doing things tat ppl dun wan to do..
so ya..
im there to cover their work.. with a miserable 440..
n i haf to gif my mom 100 bucks every mth..
i haf to paid all my expenses from hp bill to watever shit i wan to buy..
super broke.. super pek chek..
n i cant even vent my anger during work..
i juz smile smile.. everything okok..
n i was kana blamed for being a nice person..

was teachin the aunty how to use excel..
in the end le..
i was kana "scolded" by her tat i teach her the wrong thing..
wen is her who make the careless mistake by not checking the worksheet b4 keying in the data..
n who to blame?
me lo..
somemore who..
creditors bills... debtors bills.. the payment voucher.. the payroll.. company inflow and outflow of cash.. the quotations.. the invoices..
who is doing it??
me lo.. somemore who..
n rite now..
i even the "ppostman" of the company..
y le.. i need to help them post letters ma..

n my working environment??
haha..
noone can guess it..
full of who le?
full of foreign workers..
full of ah pek...
or shld i sae..
full of horny old bastards??
in my working pace environment..
u will get to see desperate guys..
as if they nv see a woman b4..
even wen my lo come n visit me..
he was shock..
keep asking me whether i ok anot n stuffs..
i ditched away my skirts..
my short shorts..
n ya.. i gt wear skirt..
those not shorter than knee length de..
n of coz my jeans la..

i super free??
ya lo. super free in been damn bz..
waiting for a day wen my boss come scold me..
stupid rite..
but yesh..
i waiting for de day..
he is best known for scolding gers till they cry..
i waiting to see whether i will kana...
i haf seen the way he scold ppl for rasons tat is obviously is his fault..
i haf seen my collegues cry b4..
i waiting for tat day to come..
perhap.. tat time i alreadi mentally prepared.. i wont cry regardless of watever he said to me..

n ya..
i bcoming damn fat..
y le..
i vent all my angers on food wenever i haf to do all the shits tat i not supposed to do..
coz y le..
coz im an attachment student ma..
i can be used ma.. n used n used..
and im damn free..
yesh..
of coz la.
i super damn free..
attachment is nth ma..
juz a small piece of cake..

wen ppl ask me hows my attachment..
i sae ok ar.. alrite aar..
without complaining..
but its damn annoying wen ppl tot tat ur damn free during attachment.. n wont believe tat u r actualli bz..

n best of all rite..
everyday going to work.. make me think of many things..
stupid rite..
idiot.. pathetic soul me..
coz my workplace like super near some place..
den everyday think here think there..
n not as if i wan t think..
but automatic comes to my mind..
damn sick of it..
damn sad..
yet..
i haf no control over it..
watever la..

caught a crazy girl on 11:07 PM.