sometime i feek im such an idiot.. the problem dun lies on anyone.. but myself.. i should blame myself stead.. regarding the way i handle things.. such an idiot.. i should have realise long ago.. the idiotness have stuch with me for so long le.. y am i so stupid not to realise tat..mood realli dwn.. not bcoz of the group leader.. because i realli disappointed with myself.. being a failure and a loser for so long without realising it.. my life dun sucks. my life is great in fact.. but im sux.. sux to de max.. i juz wish tat im not here at all..to bring so much sufferings to the others.. im so selfish..yes i am.. i learn to bcome an independent woman and at the same time a selfish one who dun care about how others feel.. nv met such a sucky person..?? juzlook at me.. n u will noe.. im juz a piece of shit who doesnt deserve anyone's care and concern.. i dun wan to be strong anymore.. i dun wan to b cheerful anymore.. juz stay de same gloom ugli old me.. feel so alone.. i deserve this manx.. tired of myself..tired of my life.. tired of my everything..

sorry frenz for being such a burden to u guys..
sorry family for being such a disgrace..
im sorri for my existence..

caught a crazy girl on 9:03 PM.