feeling sooo emotional rite now..
oh manx.. tat stupid stupid jomel..
she is on the phone wif me.. showing me another ppl's blog.. making me think of alot of things..
haix..
so emotional..
i feel kind of lost..
lost somewhere.. where i dun wish to find it(or mayb i do..)
but im like ignoring it..

ah!!!
how so emotionall..
oh gosh ooh gosh..
realli feel like going back to de past where im young..
as least i noe my parents wil b there protecting from anything..
at least i noe i wont haf this type of feelings..
at least i noe i wont feel like crying bcoz of this..
at least i noe i wont feel so hurt now..
dammnit..

listening to the song on repeat make me feel worse..
but i still put it on repeat..
coz its describe how i feel rite now..
y am i like tat??
haix..
so emotional..
haix

caught a crazy girl on 1:36 AM.