life is so fragile..
u cannot predict wat wil happen to u tml..
or even later...
my grandaunt was admit to the hospital..
n she was in the icu..
to sae de truth..
i dun realli noe her..
actualli i aso dunoe abt her existance..
n wen i see her..
i got a beri mixed feelings..
she look fragile..
beri fragile..
many tubes r on her body..
may equipments surrounded her..
in icu.. patients juz look like caged animal.. kept in a clear glass..
juz weird feelings ba.. i guess..

rite now.. i keep living my life to the fullest..
bo cham everything tat appears..
pushing back everything..
come to think of it..
i actualli got many things in mind.
but i simply juz pushed them away..
am i avoiding it??
the true fact is tat i juz dun realli bother n wat matters most is tat i happi wif the way it is..

was toking to my mom yesterdae..
i noe abt certain stuffs yet i avoid it.. n think otherwise..
issit the way i handle thing?
i dun noe..

gues im juz tired..


and last but not least..
im crazy over steam custard egg now..
anyone wanna eat???
haha..

caught a crazy girl on 1:43 PM.