i writing this blog... for my dear charlene here...
since she will b sooooooooo bored in her itp..
so here u go ger..
hope u can "enjoy"
coz realli not in the mood to write..
but at least u got smth to read rite...??
*haha*
sooo..
this entry will b dedicated to charlene dear n her free time...

many thoughts..
many things has came into my mind..
somehow i beri beri tired..
mentally from alot of things..
n i haf no reason y...
n u will b asking me wats de many things tat came into ur mind..
i will look at u wif a blank stare n reply "nth..!!!"
tats bcoz many things is nth..
i haf absolutely no idea wat i am thinking..
but at the same time..
i feel drained mentally n physically from many things..
dun ask me y..
coz i haf no idea..
n i freaking hate myself bcoz of this..
i seemed numb of everything tat happen around me..
wats frenz??
wats family??
wats studies??
wats bgr??
wats enjoying life??
wats eating all abt??
wats sitting dwn to blog??
wats smsing??
wats designing??
wats coding??
wats clubs??
wats playing??
my mind appear nth but blank..
a mind tat always haf many colors n many nice visions are now gone..
instead.. it is replaced by pitch black of darkness
n where am i in the darkness??
i haf no idea..
coz im freaking dark to b seen in the darkness
it kind of scare me..
i haf no idea who am i..
who am i inside...

many things has haapened since my last entry...
from celebrating my frenz bdae.. singing her bdae song in the mrt train cabin
like so paiseh..
den from..
hmmm..
dunoe wat to dunoe wat..
i aso dunoe wat...
haa

i blur liao
aso dunoe wat to sae..
juz wanna tell ons aka wen jun aka jun1..
enjoy ur life in army...
take care

caught a crazy girl on 11:50 PM.