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Tuesday, May 17, 2005 many thought while writing on this.. n yes.. i haf many things on my mind which make me damn sad.. i regret doing smth.. i regret making tat mistake.. most ppl will noe tat watever decision tat i had make. i wont regret it.. coz i once chosen this path.. but rite now.. i regret making this damn thing.. regret so much tat its all crapx... but one good thing abt it is tat.. i hurt the other party not the other way round.. haha.. he deserve it manx.. nx.. my grandma mean the whole world to me.. de dearest of the dearest.. someone who stand de greatest place in my heart.. where noone can replace.. n yesh.. y am i toking abt her all of a sudden..?? shes everything i could ask for as a grandma.. wen she wan to see the place where she can put her ashes after she die.. coz she wan to buy tat particular urh..(is tat wat it is called) is like.. heart broken.. at the particular time.. at the particular place... my heart shattered to millions of pieces juz looking at her wanting to buy a place... can u imagine i will feel if she realli die..*touch wood* shit.. juz thinking of this.. my eyes get watering now.. abit emotional now.. yes, i noe im selfish.. but i juz dun wan her to leave me.. shes a pillar.. a pillar tat always supporting me.. if tat pillar collapse.. where am i to stand?? think none of my frenz noe how close i am to my grandma.. i can write zillions words abt her in my compo manx.. shes de one who took care of me from age of 2 weeks to 12 yrs old.. shes is the first one who taught me my first english word.. she is the greatest grandma of all.. she is everything i could ask for.. watever it is.. i dun wan her to leave me.. i beri selfish.. i dun care.... juz thinking tat she will eventualli leave me bring tear to my eyes.. i realli cant imagine the day she realli leave me.. i think all my frenz will see another biwei.. the depression biwei??? the cry-baby biwei?? rite now wat i can do.. is to accompany her wenever i gt time.. i even tell her tat i wan to learn how to cook from her.. her cookings is the best manx... i learning all my jia chuarn cai from her real soon.. so as to pei her at the same time... LOVE YA POPO!!! caught a crazy girl on 8:58 PM.
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