actualli todae think alot..
wanna write many things..
but i dunoe where to start..
or shld i start writing abt how i feel??
i realli haf no idea...
do i wan to exposed all my feelings in the public?
i realli haf no idea..

im happi..
tat i haf no more proj..
coz i juz hand in a report todae..
im happi tat i haf no more project stress...
bcoz of projects...
i lost 3 kgs...
i lost alot of slp..
i gain more headache..
i gain more gastric pains..
i gain more pimples...
im tired..
seriously i do..
i am beri tired...

u juz wish tat there is someone who is there for u wen u need someone..
or someone who is there for u even though u dun not need someone..
but its sweet enough tat u can always remmeber tat theres someone..
but for my case..
i guess not ba..
noone will b there for me..
noone will b by my side..
the pain.. the torture in de heart is too much to bear..
i rather give up..
give it all up..

sorri for all those things..
went out wif jiarong, willy, boon keng, val and mdm juz now..
makan at pizza hut..
den went back home wif boon keng..
talk alot abt my past..
alot of things...
from secondary school till now..
from the first semster till this semester..
bring back many memories..
it make me think abt 5 mths ago..
it make me feel im so worthless... so cheap den..
y...??
y am i targeted to get this??
guys sux manx..
seriously..
feel so dwn..
so depressed...

but i will nv wan to live in the past..
i wan live in the present
i wan to b happi..
i wan to b carefree...
i wan to b the way i am now..
but...
seems simple yet so difficult..

i wan to b a woman who know how to protect herself..
i wan to b a woman who has a heart of a stone who wont so heart soft easily..
i wan to b a woman who is independent..

caught a crazy girl on 12:07 AM.