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Saturday, March 12, 2005 i hate myself.. really hate myself.. y am i born in this world?? y?? i realli sux.. sux in everything.. i pushing away many ppl.. pushing my parents... pushing alex.. pushing everyone out of my life.. coz i hate myself.. no amount of console or watever shit can change the opinions of myself.. im juz sux.. plain simple the comfort i desire will nv come.. the pain i wish to let go wont go.. everything bad juz happen to me coz im bad.. coz i sux.. everything juz keep crashing dwn... im happi?? juz take a look at my mind.. at my heart.. bleeding n crying.. but noone knew.. am i clever to hide tat? beri painful.. wounds rub wif salt.. better off dead.. i juz wan to get out of this world.. caught a crazy girl on 11:31 PM.
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