this coming weeks will b damn stress for me as there are tons of projects, tests, hu bazaar ar..
whatever shit la..
juz sian ba.. i guess..
this few days hasnt been beri good for me...
onli joyce noe y...
coz i tell her ba i guess.. shes de onli one i told her abt..
i start to think abt my ren yuan with other ppl..
apparently..
i think tat my character sux ba..
see!! the whole thing goes back again..
even though i sae i fine.. i happi.. i wat wat wat wat...
but...
everything still go back to square 1...

y am i saying tat my character sux lei??
coz it seems tat im a loner..
im a person tat everyone hate...
tats de feeling tat alot of ppl is giving me...
y like tat??
i dunoe..
juz starting to hate myself..
or shld i sae...
i alreadi hate myself for goddamn how long liao..
i may seem happi..
for a second..
for a min..
or if im lucky..
for an hour???
haha..
but wen im alone..
i start to think alot..
alot abt myself..
alot abt wat is going on in my life..
beri tired..
im physically drained...
mentally drained..
mayb i shld juz go some place where im alone..
tats how de way it is rite??
a big fat loner...






but anyway..
shld juz sae...
whats going on todae..
went to schl as usual..
got my lab test den lesson ar.. lectures ar...
den abt 4 went dwn to union to see alot of ppl busy with their projs and stuffs..
while im seem to b de onli one who is sooo-damn free...
union seems like a project place manx..
union is not like b4.. where u can slack ar.. n relax urself from all de schlworks and stuffs lo...
now it look more stress than schlwork n watever shit lo..
*sorri if my language use is not appropriate... im juz beri tired n sian of my life*

lets side track n go into a time machine..
to a yr back..
a yr back..
union is always full of ppl...
a place where everyone can juz sit dwn n tok..
n almost everyday..
sure..
or shld i sae confirm got a grp of ppl go makan dinner..
sure got alot of activities going on..
ppl playing carrom outside union (now got see mehx?)
even my seniors told me tat...
they will pon class.. n u noe y??? coz of carroom..
damn tuppid lo..
but its FUN!!!!!
ENJOYMENT!!!
A PLACE TO DESTRESS!!!!!
but now???
i shld not add further...

back to topic....
i met chan seng to collect the hu lollipopman tee shirt...
den after tat..
with biao yong, we went to watch bball match btw rp n ntu..
den me n biao yong was like walking across the pathway on top..
n biao yong sae the whole grp of ntu bball players all looking at me while doing their warm-up...
he keep joking abt.. if the ball come up. he sure ask me go take n kiss de ball.. n watever la..so tat de guy can... erm.. u noe wat la..
crazi sia him..
ntu guys are sooooo shuai..
shaui shuai shuai...
wah!!!
beri shuai lo..
*drooling*
at least i got an hour of enjoyment instead of sadness..
watch with biao yong..
we choose our favourite handsome guys...
biao yong choose a no. 11 ntu guy..(not bad lo.. think captain.. play beri good aso)
den biao yong aso drooling sayin things like.. if tat guy take off his shirt.. he sure drool ar.. watever ar.. funni sia him..
den i choose no.7 ntu player...
y le??
coz he soooooooooooooooooooooo shuai lo...
hehe...
n somemore
he play beri good lo..
n beri shuai!!!
ntu won with 79-14
after tat. went back to union.. n saw jonathon..
den walked to station wif him..
den we bypass the sports hall.. n saw de ntu bballers..
coz im walking infront.. while jonathon walking bhind...
den suddenly dunoe which guy sae beri loud *ATTENTION*
every ntu bballers look up n stop doing watever thing they are doing lo..
they stop talking literally..
siao lo..
n everyone juz stare at me walked past them..
after i walked past the last person..
i think de same guy say *AT EASE!!!*
CRAZY MAN..
like tat aso shuai..
GUYS ARE DESPO MANX!!!!!!

anyway...
went to clementi to buy stuffs for de hu de..
bought quite alot of stuffs lo..
den went home n now blog lo..

now.. since i got no shuai ge to look at..
i shld go back to my sadness life...
haix...
to everyone out there...
treasure ur frenz ba..
coz i noe i done a beri bad job..
n i hope noone will do de same things as wat i did..
so
ciaoz....

caught a crazy girl on 9:30 PM.