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Monday, January 31, 2005 initially for this entry..
im going to saehow good my life is for de past 1 week.. how everything is soo nice... so wonderful.. even though i haf to rush a project like siao... n do hu stuffs at de same time.. never a time.. i did complain.. coz i still haf lotsa fun.. lotsa wonderful things happening... but rite here... now at this veri moment.. everything juz sux... mayb its juz tat i got a sucky personalities sucky characters.. sucky look.. sucky life.. sucky watsoever... everything juz crashed dwn... but heck care la.. im born to b like tat.. nothing good will happen to me for a long time.. at most.. 1 month?? den everything will go for de worst.. xi guan jiu hao liao rite.. no big deal anyway... but at least i still got one week of happy thigns going on for me.. dun hiam alreadi not bad liao hoh... who needs frenz.. wen wat they do is juz to ignore u n avoid u.. who needs them.. wen u need them... they r not here.. i rather b alone.. alone defending myself.. going back to my own circle.. going back to my bubble.. where noone going to hurt me again.. noone going to haf a chace to b nice to me in a moment... n treating me like dust de nx moment.. noone at all.. coz im drifting back to myself.. y everytime bother abt how ppl feel.. wen they dunoe how i feel.. y look so happy n cheerful on de outside.. wen de inside me is crying n bleeding.. wat for?? juz to prove tat im strong or wat?? no.. its juz to prove tat im stupid.. tats all.. isnt it? caught a crazy girl on 1:18 AM.
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