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Wednesday, November 03, 2004 guess todae blog will b different from wat i wrote everydae...
its not abt wat happen todae... juz feel like writing something abt me?? perhaps.. juz some deep thoughts... de content might b beri lousi.. sorri abt it... somewhere out there.. she might seem de happiest person in the world... but who know wats shes thinking??? a thought that she herself dun even noe... she is nv de same person she once b... de carefree n bubbbling feelings inside her is all gone.. whats left is nothing but loneliness... a type of loneliness in her heart that noone seems to replace... she wanted so much to find someone.. someone to call him her own.. someone who will lend her his shoulder wen shes tired... someone who shares many common interests with her... someone to share her happiness... but.. guess she is juz unlucky in the love category... wats love?? love hurts... if it doesnt hurt.. it is not love anymore.. but y... even though many ppl noe tat love hurts.. but they still unexpectly fall in love.. love is blind perhaps.. she seem like a person wifout soul wandering around... not knowing wats de earth have for her... shes waiting.. waiting for waT??? she dunoe... she dunoe wat awaiting for her... wheres de carefree self she once is... wheres de bubbling self she once is.... where did de loneliness come from??? noone knows... frenz r juz rite bside her.. but yet they seem so far... she knew that she can trust them... yet her feelings differ sometime... issit bcoz of her..?? or issit de environment tat causes her to b like tat?? sitting on the chair... her thoughts fly so far...... wats in her mind... are lots n lots of things unsaid.. de ways she think will nv b da same... for shes forcing herself... to prove to everyone tat she is strong... but deep dwn inside... she is damn fragile... damn damn fragile... dun sae u love her... wen u dun mean it... dun sae u wan her... wen u not ready for her... dun sae u will love her always.. wen there is not a thing call 4ever... she will b loved...... will she???? she seems to b there.... but where is she inside.................?? caught a crazy girl on 10:26 PM.
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