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Saturday, August 07, 2004 mY firSt bLog.. mY wOrSt dAy..
Y??? jUz bcOz Of SoMetHinG kaReN tOLd mE JuZ nOw wHiLe We gO mAkAn At De bUkIT timaH hAwkEr cEntEr... ShE sAe... "He stiLL LoVe mE..." bUt.. issIt De tRutH...?? rEaLLy fEeL Like cRying sia.. Wen KarEn tOLd mE wAt He sAe dE oTheR dAe tO qinGLai aNd GaNgs afTeR i LeaVe... KaReN sAe i LoOk haPpy.. bUt aM i?? oR isSt JuZ aN acT to sHow oTheR PeoPLe tAt i cAn get oN wif my LiFe wIthOut hIm?? stiLL hAf FeELnG fOR hm.. I stiLL dO... I tOt I cAn fOrgEt Abt hm.. BuT Im wRoNg.. tErRiBLy wRoNg... tOt i LeT gO Le.. mAny Of My fReNz tOt sO toO.. hAIz.. bUt dEeP dWn in mY heArt.. hE aLwAys thErE.. BuriEd dEepLy... jUz DuN uNdErStAnd.... jUz tHoUgHt tHaT hE dUn LikE mE aNymOrE.. n bcOz i wAn hm to b HaPpi... I LeT gO OfF hm... N NoW heArd wAt He tOld tO oTheR pEoPle.. tAt hE cAnt Let gO? y?? dE mEmoRieS hAf wif Him kEeP fLasHing in mY heAd... eVeRyThing... FrOm tHe dAy we gEt toGetheR aT wEst cOasT pArK oN 20th December 2003 to dE dAy wE bRoKe oFf oN de pHoNe on 7 May 2004.. nEaRLy 3mThs SincE wE brOkE oFf lE.. bUt y JusT cAnt fOrgEt u?? is LkE bCoz oF u.. i aLrEAdI foRgotteN hOw tO crY Le.. nOtHinG eLsE wiLL fEeL wOrSt dEn bReAKinG uP wif u.. nOtHinG aT aLL... u nOe How i fEeL...?? Is lIke.. I saW u.. bUt cAnt tOucH u. I sAw U.. BuT dUn dAre tO tOk to U... I sAw u.. bUt dUn dAre tO LoOk aT u... eVeN tHougH.. i wAn eVerY sEc, eVerY mn, eVeRy hR, eVerY dAy to See u, tOk tO u, toUch u... bUt I sImPLy cAnt.. cOz... u R nO LoNgEr mIne.. aNd u LoOk hApPy witH uR nEw fOuNd LifE... WaT cAn i dO?? bUt gif U mY bLeSsinG... cOz.. u r HaPpY witHoUt mE.. ItS mY fAuLt.. taT LoST u... Its mY fAuLt... tat U r nO LonGeR mIne... Its mT fAuLt.. aNd I reaLLi sOrRy... sOrRi zIzhOng.. I hOpe dA bEsT oF u.. aNd I noE u cAN suCceEd n eVeRtHIng U dO.. I wiLL aLwAys ThErE fOr u... nO mAtTeR wAt.. im rEaLLi sOrRi fOr wAt hAd hApPeNeD In oUr rEaLaTionShip... u haVe givEn dE beSt mEmoRies I eVer hAd in mY Life... tHanX foR EntEring oNcE in mY LifE.. n hoPe u cAn finD sOmEonE wHo is mUch mOrE betA tHaN this LousY mE... a tEsTi wRitTen bY hm... She... Is most of wad a guy wanted… posses a very active personality and an attractive figure lots of guys are after and lots of gals are envious of… sweet n nice, caring n fun-loving. Negative at times but never the less she’s still a fantastic catch! Well… all so far so good, but her heart is missing… Cuz I stole it. ^-^. ops! She never fails to surprise me with the nice chocolates she makes n the loads of sweet n cute stuff she bought n do for me… Giving me her ‘every minute time’ possible to me… She’s always there when I needed her & always so understanding. So much of the good things that I’ve said, I believe the list will go on n on…. There’s yet so much more that I’ve got to explore about her never ending surprises… Thanks so much my dear, I’d love you to the core! caught a crazy girl on 12:59 PM.
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