tHinKing oF hIm.. tHinking Its tIMe to Let go.. eVerYoNe wHo KnoWs hOw i FEeL aBt hIm.. sAes iTs tIMe to Let Go.. 3 mths sIncE wE bRokEn Up.. 3 Mths lE.. tIme rEaLLi FLieS.. SeEms LiKE iTs Juz YeSteRdAE Tat We r on dA pHonE TokIng.. AsSuRiNg eAcH oTHer TaT bReaKing Up iS dA bEst sOLuTioN toWaRds oUr mIseRy...

i ToT wE cAn sTiLL b fRenZ.. i rEaLLi tOt sO.. But its sEeM LiKe iT wONt b taT cAse..
dE wAy u trEat me aFtEr wE bRoKE uP sTiLL fResH in mY mINd...

EnrOlMent
On fRidAe ba.. I sTiLL cAN rEmeMbEr.. bEri sIcK.. HIgH fEvEr.. bUt dA sTuBBorN mE sTiLL go fOr dA EnRolMent.. Juz tO hElp oUt.. hOpiNg tO sEe u.. bUt i dIdNt..
u GiF me a cALL.. **cOz CinDy cALL u To tELL u Tat iM sIck** tO aSK mE tAke cArE of mYseLf.. fULLsToP.

At nIte.. i dUn noE y.. bUt weN i wOke uP.. dA fIrSt pErsOn i tHinK is U.. dA stUpid mE.. tOoK my pHonE n gIf u a cALL.. jUz wAna hEar uR voIce oN de otHer sIde of dE lIne... buT u r enJoyIng uRseLf iN a ktV.. n Da sTuPid mE.. asK u WheThEr u Gt mIss Me.. n ur rEplY.. iS LikE a kNifE sTaBbed dEePLy In mY heArt.. "nO.. i GueSs nOt.. im bEiNg enJoyINg mYseLf foR dA wHoLe wEek... i Nv haF sO mUcH fUN fOr A LonG tIme.. i cAuGhT uP wIf mY fReNz... i gUesS.. I dUN even Haf TimE tO tHinK of u...."

GP PrEp cAmP
dA sTuPid mE sEe u AgAin.. How i wIsh u r sTiLL mIne.. bUt.. **hAiz**
tHis sTuPid mE aGaIn dId a sTupId tHing bY asKing u to tOk tO me.. beRi tOoPid rIte..
i noE i wILL b HuRt agAin bY wAt u saE.. bUT.. i sTiLl wAnA ToK to u .. dAmn stUpid sIa.. aNd Im rItE.. u hUrT me AgAin..

Fo cAmp
u r dA cHieF cOoK.. Im Juz A nOrMal gP.. HaVe tO sEe u fOr So mANy dAys.. noE hOw i fEeL.. u r ThErE.. bUt i dun DaRe tO fAcE u.. i ReALLi tHink taT im StUpid sIa.. LoOk at U.. bUt QuIckLy LoOK aWaY weN u LoOk bAcK At Me..
LAsT daE Of cAmP.. PeIqI.. Ur dAughTer KeEp LeaNing On u.. LiE On u.. itS LikE mY heart bReaK iNto mAny mILliOnS oF sMaLL pArts.. bUt dId U nOE tAt? nO.. cOz i pUt uP a sTrOng faCe tAt sHow taT i dUn GiF A dAmN...
i gEt baCk LaTEr at nIte.. hOw?? u wALked oVer tO dA gRp iM tOKing to.. n u sAw Jie yOng lyIng oN me.. iS nOt tAt i WaN hIm tO lIe oN mY sHoUldEr.. But hE Juz dO it WitHout mY coNsent.. anD of cOZ i rEaLLi fEeL sIck abT iT.. bUt u sAW wAt he DId.. n qUiCkLy LoOk aWaY.. i FEeL daMn HaPpI.. cOZ.. u GeT tO nOE How I feEL LikE in dA mOrnINg...

ChaLet
on sAt.. We wErE pLaYing cArdS.. U asK me tO paSs dA cArds tO u.. N i PasS iT tO u LIke HOw i PaSs It tO aNyONe wHo asK me tO Do TaT.. bUt u RePly bY saYinG.. "sEeMs LiKe sHe haTe Me ALoT".. *mY heArt hUrtS aGaIn* bUt i TrEAt iT aS nOtHinG haS hApPeneD b4.. LaTeR.. i tOk tO u.. bUt u iGnore mE... u nOe how i fEeL?? i GoNe BaLisTiC.. N tOOk a BIkE.. N cYcLe LiKE crAzY.. at a fAst SpeEd aLonE.. jUz hOpe TaT i KanA acCiDent oR wAtEvEr.. sO tAT mY heaRT woNt hUrt TaT mUch AnyMOre.. wHiLE cYcLinG.. dE tEars Jux cOme oUt oF my eYes.... Y ?? y am i so StuPId.. LaTer.. eVeryOne sEnsE tAt mY mOoD cHange aLot.. i LoOk dAmn sIan.. anYonE tOk tO mE.. i AsO dUn fEeL LiKE rePlyIng.. mOoD cHanGe jUz bCoz oF u.. cOZ i KeEp ThInkINg.. y I sO sTuPid.. Y u WAn tO tReaT mE thIS wAy?? sUpPOsELy i cAn sTay tILL 6 PluS dEn i LeAve dA cHaLeT.. bUt dEn.. i cAnt sTand iT anyMorE.. i cAnt sTand BeEn tHeRe.. cOz u r tHeRe... dA mOmEnT i LoOk aT u.. mY heArt hurTs.. sO wAt fOR sTaY tHeRe wEn u hAte mE taT mUch.. u WiLl fEeL mUch betA iF i NOt tHeRe rItE.. so i lEaVe.. fOrcINg mYseLF tO sMiLe ANd sAe bYe to da rEst of Da pEoPLe.. fOrcINg mYsELf nOt tO cRy..

7tH aUgUsT... 3MtHs Le.. sIncE wE bRokE on 7tH mAy.. i bErI sI bAi.. i berI sTuPid.. y i sTiLL kEeP oN pInNinG oN u.. wEn i gT oThEr cHoIcEs... sO So sO sTupId~~~

caught a crazy girl on 2:50 PM.