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Sunday, August 15, 2004 sTomAcH sTiLL hUrtS...
mINd kEeP on WoRking...*tHinkIng* gUeSs toDaE bLog.. wIll b A lOng oNe.. haD 2 paPeRs in dA mOrNIng... haF beEN tHinKing... 1)whethEr i tRuSt dA rItE frEnz.. 2)WhEthEr i haF bEen tOo wIld Le... and LasT oF aLl.. dE mOst iMporTaNt onE... 3)wHeThEr Im tOo oPen Le... ~*~hAIz~*~ wHetHeR i tRusT dA rItE fReNz y haF i BeEn tHiNkinG of taT??? cOz mAny ThIngs HaS haPpeN... coZ i tRuST mY fReNZ aLoT... n In dE eNd... iM dA oNE wHO alwAys gEt hUrt IN de eNd... y?? Juz fEeL tAt i BeRi fOoLish LO.. waT dE usE oF hAvIng fREnz.. wAt dE UsE of sO-cALLed uR beSt fReNz.. bEsT bUdDy?? iS LikE nOw.. i dUn sEe dA pUrPOsE of maKinG fReNz.. cOz tHey bRing u NtH bUt unhApPinEsS aND sAdNeSs... **ReaLli i dUN sEe dA pUrPOsE in Life** WhEthEr i haF bEen tOo wIld Le hMm... i AsO hAf nO iDeA... tOo wILd iN a seNse OF wAt?? tHink Its bcOz.. i aLwAys dAmn pLAyfUl.. y dO i sAy tAt.. cOz mY mOm oNcE sAy tO me.. "I noE u TReaT eVerYone dA sAMe.. reGaRdLesS wHetHEr dA pErsOn iS a gUY or a gAL... tHerEfOre u wILL pLay LikE iT iS nOne oTheR busINeSs bUt dEn.. u sHld reStRIct dA wAy u PlaY wIf dA gUYs.. cOZ tA meN sI zHong sI naN dE.. dUn Let pPl hAve dA cHancE to tOngUe-wAg u..." yA.. i gUeSs iTs riTe... i sHLd rEsTricT mySelf... i oNli wAn to haVe fUn nIA.. n iT caUsE sO mUch tRoubLe.. wTh... is bOth Da geRs n Da gUys dA sAme?? thEy r bOth huMan maHz... so wAts dE dIff.. i dUN sEe anY Lo.. **ReaLli i dUN sEe dA pUrPOsE in Life** wHeThEr Im tOo oPen Le aM i?? guEsS tHis is LinK to dA sEcOnd tHingY i hAf bEeN tHiNKing.. cOz i PLaY wIf gUYs.. it meAN dE oUtsiDerS tHInk tAt Im oPEn Plz!!! gEt a lIfe.. maYb i oPen in a sEnSe... bUt dEn.. it nOt aS If i wIll haf sEx wIf taT gUY aFteR dA first mEeTing.. gOsh!! i sOund lIke dAmn aNgry sIa.. yA.. i OnlI PLaY nIa.. wIf nO sTrINg AttaCh.. iS pLayINg WroNg???? i ReaLL dUN unDeRsTand Lo.. My sO cALLed 'fRenZ'.. u aLL r dA besT.. u noe tat? i reALLi reALLi bEri jIN pEi u aLL.. dAmn goOd sIa.. i cAn nv fINd sUch gOod fReNz.. u aLL r dA beSt frEnz i eVer haF.. dA bEst bUdDy... dUn tRy tO aCT inNocEnt cOZ u r dEfInitELy nOt.. dUn trY to aCt pItyfUl.. coZ u r dEfiNiteLy noT.. y cANt u Juz sHow dA rIte u..?? y dO u haf To fAke eVErYONe in dA wORLd..?? y dO u hAf tO teLl eVerYone taT im Ur beST fReNz.. wEN it sEeM otHeRwiSe..?? **ReaLli i dUN sEe dA pUrPOsE in Life** iTs LikE i cAnt eVeN tRusT u... i hAve bEen keEpIng AloT to mySeLf.. aLot aLot.. cOZ.. i reALLi haf nO cONfIDencE in mySeLf.. nO coNfidEncE in mY frEnZ.. aCtUaLLi sOMeTimE i cAN fEeL taT i gOIng tO dIE Le.. *~*hAhA*~* cOz i kEeP fEeLing sIck.. mY imMunIty dAmn Low.. haha.. aM i tRyIng to kid mYsElf or wAt.. i duNoe whEtHEr nOw im in a SerIOus moOd oR LauGhINg mOod.. **ReaLli i dUN sEe dA pUrPOsE in Life** aNywaY.. iF i dIE.. it wIll bEttEr rIte..??? i wOnt cAUsE aNy moRe ProBlems foR my faMiLy.. i WOnt caUse so muCh unhApPinEss For mY deAreSt freNz... u guYs wIll hAf mOre Fun wIthoUt me coZ im nOt therE to deStRoy aLl dE fUN u aLl hAf.. wAh.. reAllI thInk tat tHis da bEst chOicE.. nOt baD.. cAn put into cONsIdeRatIon.. tHE wOrLd wIll b mOre beaUtIfUl y nOt riTe?? **ReaLli i dUN sEe dA pUrPOsE in Life** coZ.. i dUN sEe da puRposE of LivINg... nO pUrPOsE aT aLL sIa.. ~*~cOoLz~*~ caught a crazy girl on 2:34 PM.
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