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If you see me walking the road with someone else...
It's not because I like his accompany...
Its because you're not brave enough to walk beside me...

If you hear me talking about him all the time...
Its not because he pleases me...
Its because you're too deaf to hear my heartbeat...

If you feel me falling with someone new...
Its not because I love him...
But because you're not there to catch me fall...

If you feel lost, I too am nowhere...
I too don't know where the road is going...

Are we gonna cross each other's path...
Or just completely turn around...?

Will we just let go of what we had...
Or go to the place where love is bound...

Don't let me walk with him...
It's you I want to walk with..

Don't let me talk of him...
it's you I want to talk with...

Don't let me fall for him...
It's you I want to fall in love with...

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Sunday, August 15, 2004

sTomAcH sTiLL hUrtS...
mINd kEeP on WoRking...*tHinkIng*
gUeSs toDaE bLog.. wIll b A lOng oNe..

haD 2 paPeRs in dA mOrNIng...
haF beEN tHinKing...
1)whethEr i tRuSt dA rItE frEnz..
2)WhEthEr i haF bEen tOo wIld Le...
and LasT oF aLl..
dE mOst iMporTaNt onE...
3)wHeThEr Im tOo oPen Le...

~*~hAIz~*~

wHetHeR i tRusT dA rItE fReNz
y haF i BeEn tHiNkinG of taT???
cOz mAny ThIngs HaS haPpeN...
coZ i tRuST mY fReNZ aLoT...
n In dE eNd...
iM dA oNE wHO alwAys gEt hUrt IN de eNd...
y??
Juz fEeL tAt i BeRi fOoLish LO..
waT dE usE oF hAvIng fREnz..
wAt dE UsE of sO-cALLed uR beSt fReNz.. bEsT bUdDy??
iS LikE nOw..
i dUn sEe dA pUrPOsE of maKinG fReNz..
cOz tHey bRing u NtH bUt unhApPinEsS aND sAdNeSs...
**ReaLli i dUN sEe dA pUrPOsE in Life**

WhEthEr i haF bEen tOo wIld Le
hMm... i AsO hAf nO iDeA...
tOo wILd iN a seNse OF wAt??
tHink Its bcOz.. i aLwAys dAmn pLAyfUl..
y dO i sAy tAt..
cOz mY mOm oNcE sAy tO me..
"I noE u TReaT eVerYone dA sAMe.. reGaRdLesS wHetHEr dA pErsOn iS a gUY or a gAL... tHerEfOre u wILL pLay LikE iT iS nOne oTheR busINeSs bUt dEn.. u sHld reStRIct dA wAy u PlaY wIf dA gUYs.. cOZ tA meN sI zHong sI naN dE.. dUn Let pPl hAve dA cHancE to tOngUe-wAg u..."
yA..
i gUeSs iTs riTe...
i sHLd rEsTricT mySelf...
i oNli wAn to haVe fUn nIA..
n iT caUsE sO mUch tRoubLe..
wTh...
is bOth Da geRs n Da gUys dA sAme??
thEy r bOth huMan maHz...
so wAts dE dIff..
i dUN sEe anY Lo..
**ReaLli i dUN sEe dA pUrPOsE in Life**

wHeThEr Im tOo oPen Le
aM i??
guEsS tHis is LinK to dA sEcOnd tHingY i hAf bEeN tHiNKing..
cOz i PLaY wIf gUYs..
it meAN dE oUtsiDerS tHInk tAt Im oPEn
Plz!!!
gEt a lIfe..
maYb i oPen in a sEnSe...
bUt dEn..
it nOt aS If i wIll haf sEx wIf taT gUY aFteR dA first mEeTing..
gOsh!!
i sOund lIke dAmn aNgry sIa..
yA..
i OnlI PLaY nIa..
wIf nO sTrINg AttaCh..
iS pLayINg WroNg????
i ReaLL dUN unDeRsTand Lo..
My sO cALLed 'fRenZ'..
u aLL r dA besT.. u noe tat?
i reALLi reALLi bEri jIN pEi u aLL..
dAmn goOd sIa..
i cAn nv fINd sUch gOod fReNz..
u aLL r dA beSt frEnz i eVer haF..
dA bEst bUdDy...
dUn tRy tO aCT inNocEnt cOZ u r dEfInitELy nOt..
dUn trY to aCt pItyfUl.. coZ u r dEfiNiteLy noT..
y cANt u Juz sHow dA rIte u..??
y dO u haf To fAke eVErYONe in dA wORLd..??
y dO u hAf tO teLl eVerYone taT im Ur beST fReNz..
wEN it sEeM otHeRwiSe..??
**ReaLli i dUN sEe dA pUrPOsE in Life**

iTs LikE i cAnt eVeN tRusT u...
i hAve bEen keEpIng AloT to mySeLf..
aLot aLot..
cOZ..
i reALLi haf nO cONfIDencE in mySeLf..
nO coNfidEncE in mY frEnZ..
aCtUaLLi sOMeTimE i cAN fEeL taT i gOIng tO dIE Le..
*~*hAhA*~*
cOz i kEeP fEeLing sIck..
mY imMunIty dAmn Low..
haha..
aM i tRyIng to kid mYsElf or wAt..
i duNoe whEtHEr nOw im in a SerIOus moOd oR LauGhINg mOod..
**ReaLli i dUN sEe dA pUrPOsE in Life**
aNywaY.. iF i dIE..
it wIll bEttEr rIte..???
i wOnt cAUsE aNy moRe ProBlems foR my faMiLy..
i WOnt caUse so muCh unhApPinEss For mY deAreSt freNz...
u guYs wIll hAf mOre Fun wIthoUt me coZ im nOt therE to deStRoy aLl dE fUN u aLl hAf..
wAh..
reAllI thInk tat tHis da bEst chOicE..
nOt baD..
cAn put into cONsIdeRatIon..
tHE wOrLd wIll b mOre beaUtIfUl
y nOt riTe??
**ReaLli i dUN sEe dA pUrPOsE in Life**
coZ..
i dUN sEe da puRposE of LivINg...
nO pUrPOsE aT aLL sIa..
~*~cOoLz~*~




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